today went to another celebration for my hsemate birthday.. but r3li weird.. something just doesnt feel right.. it seems that i couldnt blend in the situation and giving such a moody face that spoilt all the fun.. this isnt the 1st time it happens.. but i just dont understand why i acted that way.. so angry of myself.. i guess i reli hav my father's gene in me.. the weird temper.. the strange acting all the way..the childish emo.. crap.. i nvr want to go out again with other ppl.. mayb it's best to be alone..