dear santa..

i noe dis mayb too late to tell u my wishes now.. but if can.. i hope dat my family can forgive me dat i get a bad result for dis sem in ukm.. n as promise, i'll try twice as hard as i can to score well for my next sem result.. i oso wont "bomb" my fren so much like wat i was doing now.. (i'm not saying u lo, sam..)i wont kill my fren "kau kau" in DOTA anymore.. at least not beyond godlike..
so dear santa.. plz dun let my family get angry on me bcoz i did badly in my studies..

frm urs sincerely,

HAN WEI

平和型（隨和豁達，樂天知命）

您通常是溫暖、友善、忍耐、隨和、不好競爭，以及愛說話。您偏好和平、有組織、可預期而舒服的生活。
您喜歡配合環境，因而很難知道自己的優先次序，變成跟隨別人所希望而去做事，有時候甚至模仿別人說話的腔調、用詞，以及身體語言。

優點：
非常主動，具有眾多興趣和嗜好。您喜歡與人為伍，可以為了別人而發揮最具生產力的工作成效。

缺點：
您會「自我遺忘」，失去了什麼是對自己真正重要的覺察力。您很容易分心，即使一個人時，亦有可能把高度優先的事情留到最後才做。看起來很像是拖延，但並不故意。

愛情：
您一旦擁有了關係，不會想到分離，而且會承諾去經營恆常不分離的關係。您既忠誠又慷慨，可以不帶妒忌或競爭心去支持並慶賀伴侶的成功，當伴侶的需要浮現時，更能給予回應。

您的憤怒最有可能在親密關係中顯現。因為當您迎合別人時，自己就消失了。
「我有好長一段時間不知道自己的感覺，總是一片空白。當她投射出她所認為我感覺到的事情時，我們便陷入爭吵。我痛恨這種情形，但是對於引發我找到自己想要什麼確實有幫助。」

安定方位：成就型
在安定的狀態下您會變得很專一，能在短時間內完成許多傑出的事。

壓力方位：忠誠型
當面對感情的壓力或情緒對抗時，您會變得充滿恐懼，意識到所潛在的威脅，不但變得退縮，甚至唯命是從、好鬥、彆扭而且更頑固。

建意：
問問自己的想法，而非顧慮別人的意見
注意您對改變的不適感，學習歡迎新事物。
注意您的頑固和被動式抗拒

最渴望：和洽相處
最恐懼：有紛爭，有衝突
最難達到的美德：果斷 (Right action)
最難克服的執念：懶惰 (Sloth)

juz got dis test frm my fren's blog.. for those interested.. can go try.. hehe
some of da point is quite true lo..
http://www.parttimegroup.com/PartTimeLove/Assessories/NineType/_Paper1.aspx

We do not remember days; we remember moments.

today juz went n met wif some old frens from form 6 at a coffee shop near Bukit Tinggi... after 2 or 3 hours of chit chatting... i realised dat even though 2 years of same class wif them.. i dun actually noe them well..
i dunoe wat they normally talk bout..
wat slang they use..(hokkien..mandarin..cantonese...english..)
i dun even noe which gang they normally hang wif.. (swt.. am i so ignorant??)

addon: when i say them.. i mean some of da clssmate.. not all.. nid to made dis clear coz sked later kena bomb by some of my fren..

Things do not change; we change.
Henry David Thoreau

today juz went b to tetra to hav a taste of murtabak chicken there.. it hav been quite a while since i have ate after i got in ukm.. still tastes good as ever.. but my fren said dat da food hav gotten worse..
he said dat mayb there is a diff boss.. d other guy said dat da afternoon shift n da nite shift taste diff... anyway, their conclusion is dat da taste has changed...
but i wonder.. was it da food or is it their preference has changed... haha..
mayb i'm da one who's unable to change afterall...

p/s: tetra is a indian restaurant at Bukit Tinggi.. if interested to go can ask me o sam.. =D

crap crap crap....
wat da heck is happening today???

1st i can follow my family to zoo negara due to some v stupid reason..
den when i was enjoying my time on reading novel on9.. den something has to happen.. da line works perfectly.. but i cant get in da webpage which i was juz surfing a minute ago.. >_<

ok.. datz fine oso to me.. i tot to hav a rest by joining GG client to hav a game of dota.. but dis time.. da stupid server hav to create prob to me n making my pc restart... crap..

hav i done anything bad today?? oh well.. i better go b to my room n take a nap la.. hope evything goes b to normal when i wake up later..

hmm.. how was it like when u cant c anything at all... all u can do is juz listen to da surrounding n feel wat u touch.. wat comes to ur sight is juz darkness.. nothing.. absolutely nothing..

well.. datz wat my grandma hav to been thru now.. she had some sort of eye disease n itz taking her eyesight for now..(my parents r bringing her to take a surgery to restore her eyesight.. hope it'll b success..)

my grandma told me dat one of her fren oso having da similar prob but hers' is more serious in da sense dat even surgery oso wouldnt help.. n recently her fren has passed away... she said dat b4 dis incident dat her fren was activ..(at a high age of 88).. n now she juz gone like dat.. wifout any sign.. i wonder if da lost of eyesight has been da cause of these... o itz juz dat da time has come to an end for her..

i wonder if there'll come a time in which i'll experience da same prob.. even so, will i b able to endure da same thing as my grandma does?? oh.. grandma... be tough ya..

p/s: i dun think my grandma gonna noe bout dis anyway.. haha.. she doesnt noe english at all..
its her 90th bday not long ago.. happy bday grandma!!

date:dec 8 2007
time:8.30pm
place:a residential hse at klang
event:

normally at dis period of time... i'm suppose to do wat i usually did da most-->> online n surfing da net.. reading novel.. playing d.o.t.a.(defense of the ancient)..
but instead i'm now lying on my bed doing nothing.. (coz i fell sick ad.. >_<)

well.. dis is actually not a bad thing coz i hav been wishing myself to get sick once a while.. no particular reason though.. juz wanna feel wat itz like to b sick..(i'm mentally sick, wahaha..)

when i was lying on da bed.. i tot i was gonna pass out fast.. but it seems dat da goddess of dream still haven accepted me as a member of da dream world yet..
den my mind starts flying around...(dis is wat u call as think too much.. haha.. i inherited dis frm my father..)

wat pops up in my mind is my father.. dis few day he hav been mumbling bout his work being v unsuccessful.. actually itz juz a small construction work for a bangalow only.. one week of work n it'll be done.. but something had to went wrg n cause lotz n lotz of trouble to my father.. my father told me dat dis gonna make him loss quite a lot of money.. around da same amount of how much he would earn if da work is success..(dis means my father is gonna do free work for them.. T_T)
n he isnt looking too well too.. when i ask mum bout it.. she say dat he is not able to slp dis few day.. well i mean who would if something like dat happens.. (curse da guy who make up all dis trouble..)

den wat come after is thinking bout myself now.. when i gonna grow up n start working?? if i hav work.. den my father wouldnt hav to face dis kind of prob anymore.. it reli hurts me when i saw my fren's dad is oredi retired n having a relaxing time while my father still hav to worry bout da family.. n so i answer myself..i'll graduate as soon as possible.. n den start working so dat my father would get a rest.. (but is dat a good ans?? i doubt it.. considering my laziness.. itz reli a prob for me to get a job..)

after thinking bout da job.. i came to tot of da salary.. den.. den.... (my mindset has got stuck in an endless cycle of thinking now..itz like a computer progrmam which got a bug..)

when i was back to myself.. itz oredi morning.. oo.. hungry now.. going out breakfast ad.. da prob i'll hav to think later.. dat is if i still remember lo..

endtime:10.00am(9th dec 2007)