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today went to another celebration for my hsemate birthday.. but r3li weird.. something just doesnt feel right.. it seems that i couldnt blend in the situation and giving such a moody face that spoilt all the fun.. this isnt the 1st time it happens.. but i just dont understand why i acted that way.. so angry of myself.. i guess i reli hav my father's gene in me.. the weird temper.. the strange acting all the way..the childish emo.. crap.. i nvr want to go out again with other ppl.. mayb it's best to be alone..
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Tagged by StuPid SaM >> http://scorpiocupoftea.blogspot.com/
Rules:1. Link to the person that tagged you. 連結回點名你的人。2. Post the rules on your blog. 寫下你的規則。3. Share six non-important things/habits/quirks about yourself. 分享屬於你個人六件不怎麼重要的事情、習慣或癖好。4. Tag six random people at the end of your post by linking to their blogs. 在文章最後去隨機點名六位朋友。5. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their website. 去留言讓這六名朋友知道他們被點名了。6. Reply to me when you finish. 回覆我你完成了吧。erm.. the six things i wanted to share is
1) simply take photo when i feels like it with my K810i handphone cam.. but none of those would contain human.. ^^
2) reading on9 novel evyday once.. normally takes a short time if the line din LAG!! at all..
3) the latest habit now would be watching GunDaM b4 i go to slp.. as a result.. i nvr slp early.. XP
4) an old habit coming back>> DotA!! it's the only game i can play with my comp now ever since i abandon the fbm game..>_<
5) 3 badminton games a row in just one week.. a reli healthy lifestyle, eh?! hope to cont la..
6) finally.. the final 1.. the most money-consuming de.. singK~~ i reli enjoy singing de.. although din hav a nice voice.. but that wouldnt stop me de.. not even with tomatoes and rotten eggs.. ^^
YES!! the 1st tag which i completed.. hehe.. now the lucky fellas will be..
yuqun jianren nono khengwee jiesi
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today been 2nd time i drink a wine.. but weird.. it didnt taste as good as it is during the 1st time.. or did i just beautify my memory again.. phew.. my past always seem better then now and the future.. i wonder when am i gonna be optimistic.. XP
anyway, i haven told you all why i drank wine right.. well, today is the celebration on my JKEES's coursemate whose birthday drops on november.. ya.. you got it.. we almost did it every month.. it's now look more like a monthly gathering more than birthday party already.. SWT
i would rather say that this birthday party is the best among the birthday we had done together.. reason?
21st century eating nice western food and a reli delicate raspberry cheese cake from the secret recipe promotion.. hehe.. ^^
still, there's something that troubles me.. i wonder what makes one of the lucky fella born in this month to be abit moody.. he's also a hsemate of mine.. really curious on what making him unhappy.. me abit "pak gua" right?? haha..
i really wanted to post up some photos.. but that have to wait because i'm not the cameraman though..
p/s: ohya.. almost forget one important thing... i screwed my MicroP paper already by today.. i wonder i ever make it through my uni life with pointer above 3... T_T
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after getting into uni i reli get alot of 1st time.. 1st time spending money on baskin robbin.. 1st time go eat very very expensive western food.. 1st time eat more than 12 plate of sushi all by myself.. now this hav to pop up.. tml is my 1st time of buying so many cake at once.. 6 to b exact.. well, not exactly buy 6.. due to the promotion.. i just hav to buy 3 in order to get another 3... reli hope i can get to buy la coz i heard got alot ppl been waiting for this.. meaning i'll b expecting a big crowd in front of secret recipe.. FYI.. not all secret recipe store hav this promotion.. only limited of them.. n da nearest to me will b ALAMANDA.. so tml i'll b getting up early to go snatch my piece of cake frm the shop.. XD
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跟我比较靠近的人都知道我最近在玩着一个游戏.. 开头的时候还蛮好玩的.. 但后来却变成了一种负担.. 睡觉睡的不安稳.. 拜六礼拜要出去都要三思.. 真得很累啊.. 我还能撑多久呢?
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考试过了。。脾气发了。。情绪也闹了。。 但是我身边的人却没有人懂我发生什么事。。 有点好笑。。 原来我在他们眼中是一个怪人而已。。看透了咯。。 也不再期待。。
或许是我的错吧。。我本来就不是一个容易相处的人。。
funny.. when i'm trying to express my feeling.. i cant seem to find the right word in English..
but still.. english is stil easier to type..^^
about the incident above.. i sure hope those related ppl wont b seeing this.. i just nid a place to spills out my things n den i'll b just fine.. thx to those who care.. i'm ok d
now feel like talking about my exam life.. the whole day schedule will b like this:
wakeup >> study >> breakfast >> study >> lunch>> study >> dinner >> study >> sleep
i bet evy1's life is ard the same.. however, wat i'm different is that the break in between studies is always longer than the studies itself.. haha..
now i got one more week b4 my next paper.. so it's party time.. i going to watch Quantum Of Solace today.. with that stupid SAM whose birthday pass by few days ago..
HappY bElaTed BuffDaY SamUeL!!
now got to go d.. will update soon..
H@n W31
如果说这个世界是一个大型舞台剧,那么有些人是否一辈子都得当别人的配角??
我几时才能当我自己的主角?
好火大。。我已经付出我的努力了。。但是却永远被其他人看轻。。这种感觉真得很不爽。。
延续之前的话题。。 其实我不想再去提的。。 本来以为写了出来心情会好一点。。但却越变越糟。。好累啊。。(心灵上的累)
想去睡却睡不着觉。。眼睛一闭上就想起不开心的事。。有没有办法可以让我不醒人事?? 需要我的时候才对我好。。不需要的时候连理都不理我。。这样的朋友我不要。。我宁愿孤独一个人。。至少不用去烦这些事。。
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been having alot of activities going on right after my midsem.. nvr tot life could b dis lively.. haha.. heres some of the pic which i took during the trip to the karnival..
the lantern above very nice le.. itz the lantern competition during the karnival.. too bad i didnt know which 1 is the winner.. >_<
the pics above is the hardwork of the Pameran Group for the exhibition purposes.. all this nids alot of creativity and skills de..(u wont c dis during last year coz me is not dat good in dis.. T_T)
the 1st pic main object is da pesta tanglung flag.. reli nice and flashy..
den da 2nd pic is the product of one of the ajk in pameran group.. oredi got da style of a master le.. ^^ too bad i dunoe his name..
da last pic is a kind of paperart which we normally do it for "burning to ancestor" purposes.. dis dragon reli magnificient..
this last 2 pic is the main attraction of the entrance to the karnival.. nice onot?
the 1st pic is the water flowing 屏风.. the 2nd one is the combination of a half moon wif something which i do not know.. haha
that's about all the things which is interesting in the karnival.. i reli enjoy my trip there..
lastly i post up the pics of the ppl which i go wif..
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yeah.. today me finally finish my midsem.. OFFICIALLY
actually me oredi giv myself a unofficial finish halfway during the exam lo.. coz there's nothing much i can do since the lecturer giving the wrg tips n oso coming out questions nvr being heard
(i think he just took it frm the net or somewhere)
now i can slp soundly d.. n tml is the time to go hav abit of entertainment lo.. hehe
(钱不够用2) den after that have to rush to the 园游会 at kajang at nite..
cant wait for tml.. now get back to slp 1st.. tired..
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walao.. i nvr tot i hav gain dis much weight.. cant even fit in da pants which is kind of loose to me last sem.. shit shit.. nid to find some way to control my diet liao..
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oh my god.. tml is my 1st formal attire presentation.. hope nothing goes wrong..
any1 who read dis pls pray for me.. >_<
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now it's raining outside.. da atmosphere so nice to slp..
oh my god... tml got quiz.. i cant slp now.. wat to do??
erm.. eating da Baskin Robbin which i bought one day b4 da national day seems nice..
phew.. eating ice cream during da rainy day is reli soothing.. i reli enjoy dis kind of luxury.. now must go b to my preparation for quiz tomorrow.. haha
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lately dis kind of feeling is bcoming stronger in my mind.. i had done quite some number of activities dis sem.. but none of those which reli makes me excited nor happy.. well.. it seems doing things with da right person n da right mood is wat matters.. i'm not saying dat i hate to lepak together wif da bunch of frenz now.. juz dat something is reli missing.. wat is it?
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hello guys.. am reli sori to turn u guys down again.. itz been a long time since i last blog.. feels kind of abit awkward le.. well, storytelling isnt juz my type i guess.. i oredi hav a certificate for dat.. *SPM>>BI>>B+*
first thing first.. i muz assure u dat although not good in writing is one of da reason causing me to stop all dis while.. but it is not da main reason.. 3rd year is crazily busy!!!
i muz emphasise dis again.. itz god damn it busy!!
having a lab on monday n den da report next day is nothing.. but imagine doing dis again on da wednesday n thursday as well.. den on friday we hav to pass up our maths tutorial which is reli tough to do(to any1 outside there, remember the time when i said i like maths?? well.. u can throw dat away d.. coz maths SuX..)
mayb u will say dis is nothing la.. coz evy1 oso doing da samething ma.. but dis is not all.. hav i mention dat my report is 60 pages and at least half of it is handwritten?? ohya.. i also forget to tell u dat my labwork involve building a microprocessor??
mayb u gonna say dat all dis is stil acceptable.. how about adding projects onto it.. haha.. even da toughest guy oso gonna collapse man.. for dis.. my health status has nvr been green light ever since dis sem starts..
since blogging is nvr my 1st priority.. so normally i would choose to rest or hav some entertainment instead of spending it in blogging.. for dis.. i apologize to those who hav clicked on my spot n found nthg new.. i'll try my best to update if i ever hav the initiative to talk la..
logging out
here's da pic of my microprocessor.. half done:
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haha.. having imsonia during exam season neh.. since cant slp den ma upload wat i hav been promise lo.. dis da video which i took during da ROBOCON Govindar...
da video on da left is juz a small event happening in DECTAR(dewan tunku abdul razak in case any1 who dunoe..) itz a competition where ppl control da movement of da robot to move right in da track.. seeing da movement of da robot reli funny.. itz stil nothing compare to human.. simple track like dis can b even accomplished by kids.. so is reli kind of stupid for us to invent something like dis.. which looks useless..
da video on da right is my coursemate's robot battle.. yaya.. u saw da chinese fella wearing da specs running ard.. he's da one.. well, to b honest.. dis match is reli superb.. as dis is da only meaningful win of ukm in dis ROBOCON.. we send 2 team dis year.. d other team is kena thrashed kau kau by other uni n oso college.. 3 game 3 lose.. haih..
however, my fren's team got 2 win n one lose.. which stil fails to got into semifinals.. due to abit of bad luck i guess.. facing da UTM team(the former champion of da ROBOCON in malaysia n get to represent Msia to compete in international lvl.. )..
well well.. actually i din get a good look on dis ROBOCON event due to personal problem(lazy la.. wat else..) so i juz gonna stop here la.. finally i end dis wif a pic:
i din put in my own photo coz kind of embarass to take photo wif da guy in black suits.. haha.. so i post up my coursemate la.. sori ya.. ^^
H@n W31
da updates gonna have to wait.. v lazy@ bz rite nw.. haha
anyway, found a v interesting term>>>
内事不决问百度,外事不决问googlefor my frenz who dunoe chinese.. let me translate for u one word by one word..
internal-thing-no-decide-ask-baidu, external-thing-no-decide-ask-google
haha.. itz some inspiration i got frm da myfm wan.. they currently having a game which is to name da martial arts techniques in english.. reli cracks out alot of laughter lo.. want some example??
here goes: sky out flying goddess, iron sand palm, flying dragon in sky, one sun finger..
there's many more lo.. but i reli wonder wat they gonna call 蛤蟆功le?? da toad kungfu??
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erm erm erm.. been bz-ing lately until i forgot totally dat i got a blogspot.. (>_<||) itz not something to b shameful about.. since i'm a bz man ma.. haha.. since now i oredi in my study week.. mayb i can spend some time on blogging lo.. wat to do... my mind at normal state is in hybernating mode wan.. now hav to start working liao.. datz y got da feeling to blog out all da happenings* but my mind is kind of messy lo...* so i think i gonna list down watz da next few blog titles in da future..
1.
let see.. where i was left out ar.. MARCH 21 !!! great.. i oredi been dreaming er.. bz-ing for da past 20days.. huh?? wat i hav been doing wor??
2. damn!! so long adi how to remember wor.. er.. da 1st thing dat pops up is da robocon lo.. wat else le?
*u ask me watz robocon?? aiya.. simple.. robot competition la..*3. den some funny things dat happen during dis 20 days lo.. like for instances, while doing
assignments n projects..
4. haih.. although i reli dun want to do dis.. but i got
tagged..>_<
not once but twice le.. tagging oso got season wan izit??
well well.. datz all da thing datz been happening i guess.. not to include da post bout my feeling le.. lately been a little bit down due to some personal prob.. hope things gonna b fine soon
H@n W31
“从前,有两只猪,一公一母。晚上公猪总是给母猪放哨,他生怕主人乘他们熟睡之时把母猪拉出去宰了。日子一天一天过去,母猪日渐长胖,而公猪则一天天瘦下去。”
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“有一天,公猪突然听见主人在跟屠夫商量,要把长势见好的母猪杀了给卖掉。公猪伤心至极,于是从那天开始公猪性情 大变,每当主人送来吃的公猪总抢上去把东西吃的一干二净,每天吃好后躺下便睡,并且告诉母猪现在换她来放哨,如果他发现她没在放哨便再也不理她。”
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“渐渐日子一天天过去,母猪觉的公猪越来越不在乎她,母猪失望了,而公猪还是若无其事的过着安乐日子。很快,一个月过去了,主人带着屠夫来到猪圈,他发现 一个月前肥肥壮壮的母猪没剩多少肉,而公猪则长的油光,这时的公猪拼命奔跑,想引起主人的注意,表明他是一头健康的猪。终于,屠夫把公猪牵走了……
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在拖出猪圈的那一刻,公猪朝母猪笑了笑说:‘以后别吃那么多’。母猪伤心欲绝,拼命的冲出去,但是圈门已经被主人关上了……
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搁着栅栏,母猪看着闪着泪光的公猪,那晚,母猪望着主人一家开心的吃着猪肉,母猪伤心的躺在公猪以前睡着的地方,突然发现墙上有行字:‘如果爱无法用言语 来表达,我愿意用生命来证明!’母猪看到这行字肝肠寸断,人类听到这个凄美的故事也无不为之动容。后来,女孩子们为了纪念这段爱情,开始流行减肥……”
p/s: got dis part frm a novel i read... hope it can motivates me to start diet lo...
(hell 80kg liao!!!)
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been trying to post up da pics n oso something dat i want to share.. but da line juz doesnt allow me to do so.. aih.. finding diff in uploading da pics lo.. hope can post up soon la..
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there's a corretion i hav to made here.. i got my new handphone d... unfortunately, it's not da N73 dat i'm talking bout.. instead i hav choosen da Sony Erricson K810i..
good bye my dear.. i'll owes miss u...
it nice to hav u in my life.. ^^
well.. there's reason y i choose K810i.. itz a 3.2 Mega pixel cybershot phone!!!(meaning i can take any pic i want anytime anywhere.. how convenient..) however.. da short term battery of SE phone is reli a headache to me now.. hav to bring along da charger evywhere i go now.. twice as much load!!
p/s: da reason for not choosing N73 is dat lately da kastam guy gets hardworking(NOTE: new year season) n making da whole market for N73 rise like crazy.. i couldnt afford it anymore T_T
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Been toiling around wif da new handphone i got for my bday n hav lotz of pic wanna upload lo.. but couldnt find da time to do so.. dont reli hav da feeling to blog while some1 is looking frm behind..
p/s: happy cny evy1 n hav a prosperous rat year !!
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itz been quite a while since i been reli hav da mood to blog.. listening to da songs which i dun reli like.. my feeling at da current moment..
~~down~~
well.. if u ask me for da reason.. i oni giv u dis ans: NOTHing.. i oso dunoe y i'm so down lately.. but itz been bothering for few days oredi... life like's meaningless.. da so called interesting DOTA which i like last time is nothing more den a time wasting game now.. dun wanna go for clsses.. wanted to go somewhere to walk but dunoe where???
wanna to talk to some1.. any1 will do.. but dun even hav any idea wat to share bout.. mind getting v blur... wat da heck hav happen to me??
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佛教说"众生平等"什么意思?是不是一切生命包括植物,细菌还有海洋里最简单的单细胞生命都有生存的权利,它们和人类都是平等的?
dis few day when driving frm fasa3 to ukm.. o even to sungai chua.. i happen to saw corpses of dogs n cats lying on da cold, stoney road.. (about 3 or 4 to b exact..) evytime when i c something like dis.. i felt reli sad n try to avoid getting over them... i reli couldnt bear something like dat to happen.. well, datz a LIFE for god's sake.. y could any1 do something like dat to them... we shud b more kful when we driving on da road.. not for our own safety.. but for others' !!!
well.. datz not da main reason i'm sad though.. da worst scenario is dat i oso hav bcome one of them last thurs... i knock down a cat when i was on my way home dat nite.. itz reli terrible.. dat nite i couldnt slp well... den i say to myself.. i wanna eat vege for one week for da cat..
da 1st few day was ok..
i did wat i hav promise.. but then i broke my promise bcoz of another promise wif my fren.. itz v hard to dcide.... but i hav to do it.. i dun want to let my fren down..
mayb my mindset haven forgive myself gua.. frm dat day onwards until now.. i've been sick n dun hav any mood to eat.. well, itz reli ok if my suffering can ease ur death.. cat... i reli sori.. reli..